I’m honestly sick and fucking tired of staying quite. Everywhere I look, I see people complaining about how unfair live can be while they sit on their ass with their 10,000 osap loan, which allow them to make something of themselves, something not all of us have the luxury to do.
Maybe this is selfish, but I’m tired of watching everyone around me succeed in life and make something of themselves while I am forced to make 10.80 an hour. I had to drop out of university because osap had only given me 1,000 for a 6,000 tuition. I can’t afford to go to school right now, so I have to watch everyone else succeed.
Let’s be honest. Authorities don’t help you unless you are a welfare child, or a gangster as fuck “at risk” individual. Never do they stop to think that maybe other people need their help. Like maybe there are people who live in a house and face abuse everyday.
Yes, my mother and step father make enough money to send me to school, but that doesn’t mean that they will. They wont. They haven’t.
I’m tired of the police, who accuse me of making up stories of my stepfather physically abusing me when I was younger, all because I didn’t report it at the time. I WAS TOO FUCKING YOUNG.
So please, next time you go hating your life, think about all the people who love you. Think of all the friends you have. Me? The friendliest conversations I have every day include the words “Would you like a bag?” and “Would you like to apply for the Walmart Mastercard?”
I have to watch my high school friends have fun with their lives, when I can’t even remember the last time I went out with friends. And the worst part? I know that no body will read this; no body cares enough about me to do so. No body cares that I face the question of whether or not I should kill myself on a daily basis. I don’t care if you accuse me of crying for help, BECAUSE THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT I’M FUCKING DOING. No one helps. No one cares.
Oh, people will say that they care about me, and they say that we will get together soon, but these are all just fake promises. I just want people to stop pretending they care.
If I ever commit suicide, please don’t come to my funeral and cry. Don’t start caring when it is too late.
the last of my 9348 @misswu_NY show photos. this dress was a dream
you could go hiking in them.
TOM FORD SPRING/SUMMER 2012
This is just absolutely amazing. But could we expect anything less from Tom Ford? Through Vogue, Ford released images of his Spring 2012 collection, first shown during London Fashion Week. In a season where everyone seemed to be celebrating prints, Ford stayed in a decidedly solid lane with the line overall having a more evening than daytime feel, with the best pieces his red-carpet-perfect evening gowns. For the full collection, head over to Vogue.com!
A - If I’m in love.
B - Who the last person I talked to on the phone was.
C - How long it’s been since I’ve kissed.
D - If I have a preference for boys or girls.
E - How many holes I have in my ears.
F - Give me any options, like ‘hot or cold?’
G - The last person I said ‘I love you’ to.
H - The last person I hugged.
I - The last time I felt jealous, and why.
J - How old I am.
K- What my full name is.
L - If I have siblings.
M - If I forgive betrayal.
N - If you want to know how I treat my friends.
O - If I like my school.
P - What kind of music I like.
Q - What the last party I went to was, and when the next will be.
R - For me to tell 10 of my curiosities.
S - 2 habits.
T- 5 things I love unconditionally.
U - How many texts I send daily.
V - 3 big dreams.
W - An idol.
X - If I’ve done something I regret very much.
Y - If I like my town and why.
Z - Ask any question you want.
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